Clarity

The clouds are far
Then you come near
They approach
And I lose you dear
I am not a hate filled man,
but I regreat the way I steer
It leads to the ruin of our lives
You know why I love you so sincere

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To live

I yern for life
But I still see
that none comprehend
that air they breathe
is the bringer
of death and disease
or life and ease.

(I dedicate this poem to
the dumbasses that smoke)

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Don't leave me

Why cant you
Put me down,
Instead you
Wound me up
And slapped me
On a shelf
To unwind with
Me and only myself

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Tears

I cry for you
I cry for me
I cry for everything that could have been
I cry for times past & to be
I cry for the words of passion,
that crossed over the lines to my ear
I cry for the wrath of my finger
I cry as my muscles tighten,
but as my life flashes before me
I dont

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Denial

Its not to be crossed
For it absorbs all
Dont give in
For a victim you would become
Or you live where,
forgiveness is not accepted
And mistakes mean
Imperfection or Death

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My Valentines Night

I will be alone
With no one to call on the phone
With no lies,
to keep our relationship alive
With no chocalate,
or sparkles in your eye
Its just me and my life,
on that cold, cold night

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Dragons

As it spreads its wings
you feel its heat
His gaze
It isnt open-minded
Its death flamebroiled

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"Untitled"

Don't think
you cant blink
its not an option
your in a rush
study your notes
And among the confusion
Remember it

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Imperfections

Their is always a burning in my heart
From all the rides through the isles in the cart
and now all the strides through the park
but nothing queit feels quite like
The breaking of my heart

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Love Speaks

Its that feeling
You dont know where its from
Or where its leading
All you know
Is who you are needing
and If you dont beilive me
Sooner or later
You will hear it screaming
Do not disrupt
What I have fulfilled
Or your love for others
Will never distill

Attention

The attention I need
Is all I bring
I do not ask or seek
Because it is all life
That I have tangled in my string

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The Eye

I hear the coming
It knows of my lies
It knows their roots
I hope it comes not in force
For then I will regreat my coarse
My life long love Is strug upon a string
If I stray more than a little
Faulter it may bring

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In awe

My wheel of life had halted
When our eyes first crossed,
For we came to our end
When my double yellow line
was crossed

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Will you marry me?

From love till it broke
We loved untill we eloped
The destination was close,
but when the question arose
The answer was no

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Your box

Here I am locked in a box
I hear your lies and knocks
the keys are on the outside
Your truth lies in my inside
So I dont look around
Time passes
I am mistaken,
becase you love me not
I broke down for nothing
All because of her
Heart shaped box

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Thanks

I forgot to thank you
Last night went so fast
I doubt you remember anything,
but I will live in awe forever
We had eternity in our hands,
but like batteries
Lack of suspicion
Isn't included
Dont wait for me
I wont be back

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Loneliness

Its a void I can't fill
I'm only there to pick up the bill
I did not mop the floor
for you to waltz back in the door
Cause its locked
Our love boat left,
and wont come back to dock
Because only out at sea
Can you perceive
The damage you dealt to me
You wont be coming back
Its time you live
The life of seclusion
As you have left me no choice,
but to come to this conclusion
Our love life is over and so is
Your life only left in seclusion
Because the sea
Isn't as forgiving as I am!

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Behind the window

I see you,
every night and day
Then you see me
I push you away
Its infectious I say
But how I wish to feel,
your face,
your cheek,
your lips
I call you
You turn
But then
YOU FADE
YOU fade
you fade!

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Four times in a week

Forgive you once
I dont mind
Forgive you twice,
That a burden of time
Three is from pure generosity
Four is when I slam the door