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Understanding I can not and will never comprehend how you made it through everything I am
not told And can not asume so I wait And suffer waiting to be filled in
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Collapse Elderly rise And fall subjugate to the new for they are out numbered tis a viciuos
cycle That never compiles To completion
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Pursuit of farwells (03/21/02)
When everything and everyone is missing
Nothing isn't lost
Your mind is scattered
And amid your hectic life
You wish to see the Lies
You cant even dare to face the truth
Because you are at fault
You were too late
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Eyed (4-17-02)
It shot to my brain.
What I actually saw was
upside down and backward.
That was your life,
our life.
I weep, weep weep!!
I find myself,
Falling falling!!
Waiting on ground through closed eyes.
Im patiently suspensively
Waiting Waiting...
You revive me with the stroke of your wand
In reality, in reality!!
It was a revolver in my mouth.
I eyed you,
down,down.
From the clouds
You wont live to see tomorrow.
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Loveless Desire
Don't fall in that trap
It's a confusing rap,
That doesnt end but snap
Let me show you the way
Before the whip cracks,
And your slaving over her
This loveless snack
is filled useless
It leaves you craving
for more when the real meal
is out there forever
unlke this fire that dies
Desire,
Unlike love that burns forever.
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I wanna hit the clock
The hands of time spin onward
I wish to turn them back
Cause life sux,
And all I do is shrug back.
What if?
If life was good
Then I'd be with you
But my clock,
It doesn't spin that way.
It just stares back
And Laughs!
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